| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 23,382 since 05/02/2007 |
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old - too young. He lived in Neasden - North West London and left behind a mum (Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly. Me and all of his freinds miss him so much it will never be the same without him. His life was taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a gang who will never be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin towards getting his new R1. He was always partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could be heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was possible. My heart is empty now, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think of him and miss him.
I always called him my shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian... Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder. Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx♥
I LOVE N MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH! me n Jade sat for hours the other day and just spoke about u, our days in Clacton, and our shameful antics when ur mum n dad would go to the vans n leave u behind loool parrrrtayyyy looool.... cant believe its been 5years n feels like it was just yday... they say it getes easier... does it really?? xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I feel so completely heartbroken when I think about what was taken from you. Wish so much that I could go back and save you
Happy 24th Birthday
Happy Birthday Ian, I still think of you everyday but special occasions are hard. I wish things could have been different and today you could have been 24. :( I hope you are watching over me & all the people that love you. Miss you xXx
xXx 4 Years xXx
Do you make them laugh in Heaven,
does your smile bring them cheer?
Do you make the sun shine brighter,
like you did when you were here?
The very mention of your name,
the memories of your smile,
The little things you said and did,
are with us all the while.
You meant so very much to us,
there’s nothing left to say,
Except that without you here
there is no perfect day.
For no-one knows the heartache,
that lies behind our smiles,
no-one knows how many times
we have broken down & cried.
we want to tell you something
so there wont be any doubt,
you're so wonderful to think of,
but so hard to be without...
We hold you close within our hearts,
and there you shall remain.
To walk with us throughout our lives,
until we meet again
Miss You Ian xXxXx
xXx Happy 23rd Birthday xXx
Happy Birthday Ian... We miss u so much, I dont often cry, but Nics display pic yesterday, of u and her as kids brought more than a tear to my eye. I wasnt cryin 4 myself, I was cryin 4 u coz im just so sad for you that u dont get to be here, it isnt fair.
I wish that i could do something, but I no I cant, and its just days like 2day wen i get stopped in my tracks and really think about it inseatd of pushing it 2 the back of my mind.
Miss u & love u lotz xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
HAppy bday bro - miss you as always, still hate to think you aint here.
Heard that amanda perez song the other day. jheeze that took alot out of me.
anywho, know your in a better place, you know i need a space next you so hold D and i one lol
gona go see mum today so hold tight love you
Hi Dude
Aint wrote in a while but was reminded of you today. Just wanted to say that I miss you and love you loads ..... wish you were here so much ...need one of our talks where u tell me to fuk off and i laugh ..love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Valentines
I missed u on valentine's day! I came to rite but my internet is so busted it only works half of the time! I come on here and dont know what to say anyway. Its like ive said everything so many times all i keep doin is repeating myself!
No1 ever feels better, they just learn to live with it, but then days that mean something make 3years mean nothing. Its like 3yrs have gone past and I havent had those 3 years 2 learn how to cope with the grief and I'm back to square one. And then life carries on until the next time I'm back 2 square one again.
Some people forget, but the people that love u most just go round in cirlces.
Wish u were here so badly. Love u always xXxxXxxXxxXx
You are always in my heart Ian ...whenever im sad or need a friend i know your always there for me !!! There isnt one day that passes when i dont think about you. The hardest day of my life was watching you die!! I love you always ...glad i still have memories!!
xXx 3 yeas xXx
Where does time go? I rite the same thing every year, but seriously, every year comes round so quick! We went and put flowers where it happened tonight :(, there was loadz of flowers so every1 knows that we dont forget. I miss u so so much, and wish I could just rewind time and stop all this from happenin! Watch over us all, Miss & Love u always
xxx
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