| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 17,120 since 05/02/2007 |
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young - a life not yet
lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum
(Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly.
Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was
taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never
be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an
impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin
2wards getting his new R1. He was always partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could be
heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without
him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe
to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was
possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. My heart is
empty now, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think
of him, because with everyday that goes by we miss him and love him a little bit more.
I always called him my shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian...
Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we
have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of
manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one
day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell
and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder.
Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx♥
xXx 3 yeas xXx
Where does time go? I rite the same thing every year, but seriously, every year comes round so quick! We went and put flowers where it happened tonight :(, there was loadz of flowers so every1 knows that we dont forget. I miss u so so much, and wish I could just rewind time and stop all this from happenin! Watch over us all, Miss & Love u always
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Love,
Phyllis and Lil Benjamin
Where did that smile go?
The one you saved just for me
A smile between mother and son
Where for all the world to see
Created in an instant
At the moment of your birth
A smile that warmed your soul
And gave me heaven on earth
Where did that smile go
The one that was mine alone
I cannot seem to find it
It isn't in are home
I have looked everywhere in your room
I've hunted high and low
I'm feeling lost without it
I really miss it so
Where did that smile go
The one that could melt my heart
I would have hidden you away
If i know we'd have to part
It's lonely here without you
It's a shadow life i lead
And tucked in every moment
is a sad and painful need
Were did that smile go
The one were love shone through
Where each day was very special
If i shared that day with you
That smile is now my comfort
It's in my very soul
That smile is breathing life
To fill an empty hole
It isn't in your bedroom
A silly place to start
That smile has never left me
It's living in my heart
light a candle,
see it glow,
watch it dance,
when you feel low,
think of me,
think of light,
I'll always be here,
day or night,
a candle flickers,
out of sight,
but in your heart,
I still burn bright,
think not of sadness,
that I'm not near,
think of gladness,
and joyous cheer,
I have not left,
I am not gone,
I'm here to stay
my little one,
so when you light a candle
and you see it glow
and you watch it dance
in your heart you'll know
that I would never leave you
even when you feel so blue
I'm sitting up here with the Lord
and now watching over you
XxXxX Hi, E. I hate the next four days something silly will happen and all the pain I felt then comes back ten fold as if it had just happend,Icant help it, I start to snap everyones head off (I dont mean too) I Will be going up to put some flowers for you, to let them know that even if thay have forgoten what they have done we have not. It's still very hard for me to move on I still miss you so much. Nichola is 18 soon and she wants a do I feel so bad, I want to get into doing it but I cant right now, I just keep remembering yours and wishing you were here for hers, but you wont be. Im hopeing I will be up for sorting it out in a week or so. we wanted the working mans club but they dont hire it out to non members now. We have got a hall but thats all at the moment. will keep you up dated love you my baby boy XxXxX
XxXxX Hi mate I have just been to kirstys 21 her boy friend asked her to marrie him (I have nothing to say to that). Im now home and its my birthday its my big one and I feel lost no one is up to take the mick out of me being 50 I dont know what to do I need you here to take the piss. the girls at work got me two fifty balloons but Jamie wanted them so he now has them. I would give anything (but nichola and ryan)that you were still here I miss you so much and love you my baby boy XxXxX
Hi Babe, miss u, it was Jade's 21st party 2day, it was sooo weird 2 think 3years has passed since her 18th party wen u wudnt get off the trampoline, Luke floored u n u switched, kate was cryin n im sure that was the night ryan spat on james' trainer and then we all got in the cab back 2 urs?!?
We watched Arsenal - Man U 2day, i was goin crazy the WHOLE house was Chelsea supporters so they were all hatin on my football shirt haha!
Wish I cud hear your voice again, miss u every single day, love always xXx
xXx Happy Birthday xXx
Hi babe, another Birthday has been and gone, i think there all gona start rollin into one soon. Went 2 urs on friday n think u was there?! Seen the chelsea shirt ur dad got u, it was really nice but made me upset, specially thinkin that it will never be worn. I went out on ur birthday n had a couple of drinks on u, they were probably the "couple too many" coz the aftermath wasnt 2 pretty haha! Seen Kevin in Kensington the other day n made me think about u and where u wud b now. Time goes so fast but u cud of done so much in these last 2 n a half years... it feels weird that we're all gettin older, and ur birthdays go by but all we know is the 19year old u, nothing more. Life is so unfair, the sayin is true that God always takes the best. He took u, and michael, and Kylie all wayyy too soon. Miss u so so so much, u've got such a big space in my life even though ur not here... Love u always, and hope u had a good birthday wateva u were doin. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
XxXxX Hi E, We are going on holiday soon we are going to spain(I know you are up there laughting and saying about time)we are going with the gang so should be good fun. We only have flights going out do not have flights back yet (dont ask long story) you never know might not come back I might find a rich man.Ryan only wants to fly dont think he is bothered much about eneything else. Nichola is driving me mad every day it's so many days to go this has been going on for the last two months. We are sharing an appartment with rich and wendy, kirsty and jamie are staying with chris and jess. I wish you were here to see jamie he is so funny when you ask him his mame he tells you his hole name jamie ian bar (he sometimes gets lost at the end)at the moment he keeps spiting and blowing bubbles with his spit when you tell him to stop he just laughts at you and tells you to shut your breath, i could eat him. I have to go now and see if I can get us a flight home. I will leave your birthday cards at home with your dad so have a good one, come and have a drink with us in spain as we will be haveing a drink for you there. Love you and miss you baby boy. XxXxX
Just got back from a mad weekend in Bristol, it was so weird coz Ive bin avoidin the place and last time I went there was wiv u. I have 2 overcome these fears sometimes tho, specially coz Sineads back livin there! It was a gud weekend, but bought back some good memories, like u actually cookin us all breakfast lol, and goin shoppin 2 buy ur jacket. Miss u so much, things like that make it harder.. lv u always xxxx
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