| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 17,148 since 05/02/2007 |
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young - a life not yet
lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum
(Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly.
Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was
taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never
be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an
impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin
2wards getting his new R1. He was always partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could be
heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without
him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe
to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was
possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. My heart is
empty now, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think
of him, because with everyday that goes by we miss him and love him a little bit more.
I always called him my shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian...
Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we
have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of
manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one
day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell
and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder.
Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx♥
XxXxX Hi E, boy do I wish you were here to help me, I know there is nothing I can do at the moment but I feel so helpless and scared of what might happen to Ryan. Sometimes I feel like I can't take anymore shit, I just wish sometimes I had somewhere to hide away from the world and I could come back when the shit has hit the fan and someone else has cleaned up. Sorry mate just feeling a bit sorry for myself at the moment it will pass, will be back soon.
Love you, miss you. XxXxX
i know u was there
hey babes, i know its been a long while, but i wanna say thanx for being at the hospital with me this morning and helping with the pain i was in. keep being by my side really need u, it hurts so much still. i remember when u was there wen i woke up in hospital before from my op and i was so happy and i got that same feeling yesterday thats how i know u was with me. i felt ur presence so much, thanx babes. watch over everyone. i love and miss u more and more each day. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I believe that life is like a road, every time we make a decision the road splits in 2, 1 for the decision u made and 1 for the descion u didnt make. I also believe that somewhere, there is a reality in which you came home that nite and wen i foned ur fone the next day u answered not Nic, and u started tellin me about sum fite u 'nearly' got in2 last nite... and i probably told u u talked 2 much...Then we went trainer shoppin like we were supposed to and we neva thought about that nite agen.... Somewhere there is a reality like that, where every1 is still happy... xXx
WELLL THIS LONG BBE FILLS LIKE YESTERDAY BABE
WELL E AINT BEEN ON HERE FOR AGES
JUST TO LET YA NOE I SOLD ME VAN MAKE THE PEOPLE SELL IT I WANT IT BK AS JST MEMORIES OF EVERYONE THERE BBE
WELL IM GOING TO STAY WID ANN AT EASTER NOE BBE SO CN SEE THE CLUB HOUSE FOR THE LST TYME PROPBS BBE WELL IM GOING BED IT IS REALI LATE GOT WORK TOMOX BBE
NYTE NYTE LOV YA LOTS LET YA MUM NOE THT UR THERE AND YA LOVE HER AND ALL UR FAMOO BBE BUT UR MUM IS TAKING IT THE HARDEST BBE HELP HER
ALL THE BEST LOOWAWAINN AND FAMOOO,,,X
xXx Stop Laughin... xXx
Hi Ian, its nearly 4am, and we still had time 2 come & say hi, arent we just the best??? We had 2 coz sum1 had ur t-shirt on, the 1 I got u from florida, it was buff, but Jade sed it looks beta on you (well she ddnt c it, but she just knows it would). She also sed is Maria 4given for chattin up them REALLY REALLY old men, 2 get us free drinks all nite...? hahaha!!! I fink its time we went bed coz of the state were in, I no u r laufin @ us.... and we no u r hapy that we have no cigarettes left!!!!! Miss u always... n love u more.... lots of love... Jade & Maria xxxxxxxx
My darling Angel
Smile Down on Me
I no you are there
Even though I cant see
I miss the way
You make me feel
And I still have to wonder
If this is real?
But now I know
Your in a better place
And it hurts to know
That I cant see your face
I miss you loads
But I no you can see
What losing you
Has done to me
Do you see the way
It makes me cry?
And do you know...
That I still cant say bye?
Do you know when I laugh
Its with half a heart?
Because I cant forget
That we're so far apart.
the miracle of friendship
when I've had one of those days
you know what I mean
so I sit back and relax
and turn on my screen.
I'll talk to my friend
who know just what to say
to make my stresses go
and my troubles fade away.
My friend you're always there for me
whenever I feel blue
and though we've never met before
I know our friendship its true.
And although we haven't been friends for long
in this short time it seems
we shared so many things already
our hopes, our fears.
We come from different walks of life
but we share a common bond
So friend thanks for being there
whenever I've needed you
I know you're always there for me
and you know we are there for you.
love always henry~henry jur
Ian.. Thinking of you babe. Did u hear mine and marias convo last nyt haha i know u wer laughin with us. U left us soo many good memories. We we're talking about the most random times last nyt that at the time didnt mean much but now mean soo much. Everytime we woz gonna go 2 sleep we fort of another mad thing u did or sed.. You effected so many peoples lifes and we all miss u.... LOTS OF LOVE ALWAYS XXXXXXXXX
xXx Miss You xXx
I just sat here and went thru all 229 fotos! I no its been a good yr since you've been gone now, and everyday I no u r not here, but when i actually look @ the fotos and think about all the good times when they were taken, it feels like u cant be gone, its impossible, u have 2 b comin back. Like u've gone away 4 a long time, but u have 2 b cumin home. I think about when u were alive, not when u went away. I dont think Ive ever actually told myself that u arent alive anymore. Wheneva I rite 2 u, I always rite that u've gone, or that u have left, but never that u have died. And even riting it now 4 the 1st time... I dont think I believe it is real & that this is how life is now and always will be. I just miss u so much, that when we talk about you, like today when me and kate were talkin about the time you and james sneaked round the back of my house in2 the garden and banged on the window, and me n kate shit ourselves, it hurts. I miss u so much xXx
XxXxX Hi E,
It's days like today that are really hard and I miss you even more than I already do, you know, Birthdays, christmas, special days, thats when it hits hard and I know that you are not here, your not going to come crashing through the door or down the stairs or start winding Nichola and Ryan up, it used to drive me mad, now I would give anything to have them days back again all of us together, laughting, fighting even Nichola screaming (she only does it now and again but when she does it remindes me of you) Sending a hug and a kiss to you I love and miss you xxxxxxxxx XxXxX
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