| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 16,921 since 05/02/2007 |
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young - a life not yet
lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum
(Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly.
Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was
taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never
be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an
impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin
2wards getting his new R1. He was always on partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could
be heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and
without him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or
describe to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought
was possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. My
heart is now empty, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we
dont think of him, because with everyday that goes by we miss him and love him a little bit more.
I always called him MY shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian...
Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we
have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of
manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one
day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell
and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder.
Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx♥
love u always xxx
hi Ian. Its Katie Claire Charlotte and Barry....we are all at claires having a drink and we thought of you. we all miss u and luv u loads.thinking of u always ....luv u loads xxxx miss u ps. Tayla said hi n she loves u too xxx
xXx Miss u xXx
Memories are heartbeats
sounding through the years
echoes never fading
of our smiles and our tears
moments that are captured
sometimes unaware
pictured in an album
or a lock of hair
Images that linger
deep within the mind
bit of verse we cherished
once upon a time
through the musty hallways
of the days we knew
ever comes the vision
beautiful and true
Memories are roses
blooming evermore
full of fragrant sweetness
never known before
life must have a meaning
goals for which to strive
memories are lights that burn
to keep the heart alive
Love you
XxXxX Hi E, Sorry I have not been on, I find it so hard these days, I missed you so much on friday my birthdays are not the same with out you here. Some time I think I cant do this anymore then I look at Nichola and Ryan and I know that I have to, It seems to be getting harder not better. I just want you to know I love you and miss you. XxXxX
xXx Miss u xXx
hey bbe, soz i ddnt rite the other day, my lap tops busted... Cnt believe its been 22months, time goes so fast wen u have a date 2 remember... I still remeber loadz of lil things that i would of 4gotten by now. Lv u so so much, and miss u every single hour of every single day... Life goes on around me, but I still always think of "what if"...
Went BarMe the other day and had so many memories of us there, like wen i took the foto of sum guy on da stairz... we all know wot happnd afta dat.
Miss u n lv u Always & 4Eva xXx
xXx Thinkin of You xXx
I was clearin out my cupboards yesterday and I found a CD that just daid "Ian" on it. When I put it into the laptop it had loads of pictures of your funeral on it. It made me cry because I try to block out all the memories of the hospital, you dying, the time after and your funeral. I constantly talk about u all the time, things u used to say and do, but I never say or think of them times. Lookin at them pictures really just reminded me of how hard them times were and even though its still so hard u learn to cope a little bit, like by blockin all the bad times out, and I still sometimes just pretend none of it happened. My life has changed so much and everyday I wish u were here to see it. I dont let myself cry anymore, but seeing them pictures just reminded me of what we cud have if u werent gone. Love u soo much xXx
In the quiet of the evening
We sit and think of you
We open up our memory books
Of things we used to do
And as we turn the pages
My eyes are filled with tears
For although we have the memories
We can't hold back the years
Love u babe... miss u every day, hope u was watchin ova us on ur bday n the BBQ... Its bin sooo long but I still think about u all the time... I bin chattin bout u all nite 2nite, Im at Rachaels wiv Kate, lol... Love u so much, wish u were here every day... xXx xXx xXx xXx
XxXxX Hi, E. Just thought you would like to know your little sis got 10 GCSE's yesterday 8 C grades and 2 B grades, I am so proud of her and I know you are too, it wuld have cost you big bucks, you know that you would have had a bet with her. After every thing that has happend over the last year and a half I dont know how she did it, she starts college in September, as you wanted her to. love you, miss you XxXxX
your 18th
I was just sitting here and started thinking about you 18th birthday there are many things I remember I dont know if you remember a lot as you were so drunk. I remember I had a skirt on and chris had a dress on, I think we lasted a couple of hour in them then chris made Eddie bring us home to change I put jeans on and Chris went through your room and found somethings of yours to put on, when we got back a few people told me that you were looking for me I remember thinking whats happend now, it was nothing, you only wanted to dance with me, I asked you if you were feeling ok and you just laughed at me and we both stumbled about laughing and trying to dance. When it was time to go home you invited everyone back to our house there were about 20 or 30 of your mates there and what did you do went up stairs layed on your bed and was sick out of your bedroom window, the staine is still there on the wall outside your window, when I look up and see it I think to myself I should clean it, but I never do and I dont think I ever will now. All we can do on your birthday now is send you balloons we will be sending you some later so look out for them. Love you Son XxXxX
xXx Happy Birthday xXx
Just like ur mum remebers ur 18th, i can remeber u 19th, and i can remeber the dayz b4 it too, when u were huntin round my house tryin 2 find the present lol...! and when u were TRYIN 2 make me buy u the chelsea shirt lol...! im not that much of a mug!!! Then i was tryin 2 fink of da year b4, and i remebered me n Kate came 2 meet da boyz and we were all jammin at the end of ur road near dat skool... I swear dat was da time mitchel or sum1 got on the bonnet and sum1 drove off...! Lol... and then it turned to ur birthday and all da boys tried 2 beat u up, but u ran back 2 ur house and came out swingin the baseball bat... lol... too much jokes...! I ddnt even no u then, but I rememba u sayin 2 me n kate 2 cum 2 ur party the nxt day... but the boyz wudnt let us, lol... told u i always remeber everything...
If u were here I no ud be arrangin sum big MASSIVE party, probably not even a party, probably a rave lol...! And i no we'd all be gettin so licked coz ur da 1st one to turn 21...! Wish we cud do all dat stuff wiv u... Hope u get our balloonz... love u 4eva xXx
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