Ian James Page

1987 - 2006
LocationNeasden - North West London
Age19 years
Cause of DeathMurder
Date of Birth13/08/1987
Date of Death16/11/2006
Visitors17,149 since 05/02/2007
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young - a life not yet
lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum
(Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly.
Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was
taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never
be forgiven.

Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an
impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin
2wards getting his new R1. He was always partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could be
heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without
him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe
to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was
possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. My heart is
empty now, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think
of him, because with everyday that goes by we miss him and love him a little bit more.

I always called him my shining star, and now he truly is.

Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian...
Love Maria xXx

♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥

♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆

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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we
have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.

Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of
manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one
day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell
and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder.
Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:

If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!

♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:

They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.

Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.

Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.

Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.

Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.

Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.

If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.

The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.

♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:

Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx♥


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xXx Love u always xXx

Was goin on sxc? Gt bk 2dy, came on ere earlia but cudnt rite cz got upset wen read evryting evry1 has rote. Wen I cum on ere evryday I cn jus chat away 2 u, like i was tlkn 2 u normally, but wen a cuple of days passed and den I came on, it was different, like it was d frst tym i had bin on ere! Ne ways, missed u nuff as always! Kept thinkin about u the hole tym, coz i no how badly u wanted 2 go new york xmas shoppin lol! (just wanted 2 buy presents 4 urself)! Rely f*ked, coz i kept dreamin about u all d tym. Not just @ nite, I mean evrytym I wnt 2 slp, even on the plane on the way there n on d way bk! Seen nuff tingz 2 buy u @ d ralph shop gawjus, even seen one of d tshirts i bort u last tym. Its so hard wivout u babes, sumtyms its too hard! Wish u were here so badly, nuffins d same wivout u, theres always sumfin missin. Love always n 4eva, mgsmbf xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Maria Power (Girlfriend) March 20, 2007

ian..barry misses u soo much..its taken him soo long 2 finally write to u...it took him an hour 2 write 2 u last nyt..and had tears running down his the face the whole time..we have loads of fotos of u in our room and hes always talking about u....plz watch over him coz hes going mad without u...love & mis u loads xxxx cd xxxx

Claire Duncan (Friend) March 19, 2007

Love you

Hi E, Could not talk to you yeaserday, it hurt so much, just wanted to tell you that Ryan (bless his heart) got me a card and a little teddy bear from you for Mothers day, Nichola still remebers the day you and her got me the bamboo cains and you were whipping her with them on the way back home, how you got them home in one piece I dont know, they have got lots of leaves on them now and are still going strong.She said that you would not let her come in the barbers you made her wait out side when you had your hair cut and she rinced all the credit on you phone because you took so long, she got bored. Don't you ever forget how much I love you and I will see you when I get there. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lorraine (Mother) March 19, 2007

life aint da same with out u,,

ian bruv barry here, i dont really know wat 2 say apart from how much u meant 2 me, and only u no how much tht is, my life will never ever be da same, im just glad that i was as close 2 u as i was, we had some fukin good times mate and they will never be forgoten, ian im stuck for words but 1 thing i want u to know is tht i ow u a favour for not being wit u on tht nite,,, stay strong up there for me nd hope 2 c u soon,,, love u allways ,,,,

Claire Duncan (Friend) March 18, 2007

love you son

Will be thinking about you tonight and will send you a big kiss, it's hard to think that at 9.55 tonight you have been gone from us 4 months. I wish I could turn back the hands of time like they did in charmed and bring you back, but i can't. They say time heals but in this case it don't seem to be working. I think about you every day and cry for you every night, I can't see that ever changing. All my love to you my baby boy. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lorraine (Mother) March 16, 2007

SUNSHINE

THIS MORNING THE SUN IS OUT ITS ALL COZY N BRIGHT,
BUT IN MY WORLD ITS DARK AND EMPTY JUST AS THE NIGHT.
FOR YOU MY ANGEL HAVE GONE AWAY TO A PLACE THAT IS SAFE N FULL OF LOVE N CARE,
IM GLAD GOD N UR GRANDPARENTS ARE TAKEIN CARE OF YOU BUT NOT HAVEIN YOU HERE ITS JUST NOT RIGHT AND COMPLETELY UNFARE.
MY DAYS SEEM SHORT YET THE NIGHTS TAKE FOREVA,
IM ALWAYZ THINKIN OF YOU AND WAT KEEPS ME FROM BREAKING IS KNOWIN SOME TIME SOON WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER.
UNTILL THAT DAY MY SWEET ANGEL I HOLD YOU VERY CLOSE TO MY HEART,
AND WEN THAT DAY FINEALLY COMES WE WILL ALL MEET UP AND NEVER AGAIN BE APART.
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Auntie Leese (smallest auntie) March 15, 2007

xXx Missin u always xXx

hiya gawjus. Goin away 2moro so fort id cum n say hi cz wnt b able 2 cum n chat 2 u till nxt wednesday now! Its quata 2 4 in d mornin n we just gt bk from james uni. The wierd thing is that I know if u were here u'd b sitin next 2 me rite now! I just now it, the situation, u wud b here! Miss u nufffffffffffff..... bare stuff 2 tell u, now i have 2 kp all d gossip 2maself cz ur nt here 2 listen 2 it all! lol... Watched d DVD 2day! u no the one. It was so sad, i cried cz i miss u n cz i no ur gone from this world nowQ ITs OK 4 u, u neva leave us so u dntno wot the loss feels like! Still bin dreamin of u n still wake up n wonder if this is real! I cnt bleeve its bin 4months 2moro! it fells like only yesterday that I sed by 2 u on the corner of the road 4 the last time! My harts broken gawjus, n no mata wot I do, no mata how i try 2 kp my mind off u not b-in here, n the fact that I have 2 face this by maself, No mata how much I busy myself, neva givin myself a minute 2 think n grieve, ur still at the back of my mind! I AWLAYS think about wot u wud b doin now and where u wud b! I still wake up in d mornin n check my fone 2 c if u sent me my mornin txt n my hart breaks over n over wen its not there. Miss u so much. Ne ways im out so just watch ova me n ur famo, cz we need u. Keep an eye on d boiz too. Love u always n 4eva n eva. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Maria Power (Girlfriend) March 15, 2007

confused!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi boy miss you more than ever,
if ur watchin over mum n dad n kids you can see that things aint comein together.
i need your help coz i dont no wat to do??????????
i love um all soo much but to make fings rite ian i really need you! love you alwayz n 4eva xxxxxxxxxxxx

Auntie Leese (littlest auntie) March 13, 2007

hi babes, aint rote all weekend, so jst thought I'd cum o n say hi! We all got lago last nyt. Wish u cud of bin there wiv us! Mised u @ urs 2day. Hate it wen ur not there 2 annoy me, even miss u TRYIN 2 tell me wot 2do. Mis u takin ma fags n breakin em! lol, Just miss YOU! love always n 4eva xxxxxxxx

Maria Power (Girlfriend) March 11, 2007

I just wanna say how much were gonna miss Ian, especially this year at the caravan. He used to come in our caravan and wait for John (my brother) and my other half Glen, he was always laughing and smiling and what people wrote about his larf on he you are right, it was one of a kind, i can still hear that larf now! They used to all sit around my table doing shots. Ian and Glen, Jon and Michael, Turkish and Joney H were always jumping around shouting and just generally causing chaos. Its mad because I know when I am at the caravan it is going to be so mad not seeing Ian around. He always walked past my van and waved he aint gonna be doing that this year. All I can say is that ill miss you Ian. So will my little Bobby. He did take a shine to you didnt he? Even in the club house he just used to run up to you and try play fighting with you. Well yous taught him that so really you asked for it. R.I.P Ian you will be so sadly missed. Always on our minds, forever in our hearts. XXX

Zoe (Friend) March 10, 2007
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