| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 17,149 since 05/02/2007 |
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young - a life not yet
lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum
(Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly.
Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was
taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never
be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an
impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin
2wards getting his new R1. He was always partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could be
heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without
him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe
to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was
possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. My heart is
empty now, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think
of him, because with everyday that goes by we miss him and love him a little bit more.
I always called him my shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian...
Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we
have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of
manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one
day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell
and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder.
Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
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O Babes, u wuda laufed 2 hi heaven n back if u seen us lot 2day. Me, ur mum, nic n kate in dat place. We decided we didn't bleeve it, mayb were rong but it was a bit shite 2 b honest. Dat aint put me off tho, we'll try agen wen me n k8 get bk 4m holiday, so not nxt week d week afta. lol! I no ur up there cussin us, laufin ur ass off! Miss u more than ever. Love always, my shinin star! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
WAT 2 DO!
I miss u my nephew every day is so different cept one thing,Those grey clouds just WONT GO AWAY coz my heart there r in.
Its so sad the hurt i see in your dads eyes and in mums heart, They r just about copein since u av been apart.
There is nufing i can say or do that makes it easier or better in anyway,But i promise u this E im there 2 help n comfort um every minute every hr every day.
I LOVE YOU MY BOY AND I LOVE THE FAMILY 2 ..................
SEE U SOON BABE.. SAY HI 2 MUM UR NAN 4 ME XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Holidays
love u babes, miss u sooo much! kates rite, i think il just stay away from the Ralph shops, id probably end up buyin u sumink neways. Goin flordia in may too. Lookin forward 2 it in one way but dreadin it in anuva. U were so sure u were cumin wiv me dis yr! We only decided evrything we wud do and where we wud go wen we were in bristol. We even bugsied wot room we were gona have @ d house. lol. Everything I do will b 4 u, and everywhere I go I no u wud b there in person in u cud b. Rinsin bareeeee muni in d ralph shop! Sorry ur not here to come gawjus, wish u cud sooooooo much. All d fun we wud of had. love u always n 4eva. spk soon. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hu wins?
Hi gawjus, wots goin on? ritin on ere as usual, i can't just think to u, it aint right. U made me understand now babes. I'm learnin 2 accept the things I cannot change, woteva they may b. I no wot I no and i trust in that. I'm leavin evrythin else bhind, all the things i used 2 moan about n u told me dont matter. In life the only thing we have is faith, and I have so much of it now! In my heart of hearts i no we'll all c u agen, and I no ur watchin over all of us. Wen I used 2 say dem fings 2 u, u'd lauf @ me and tell me i was nuts. U used 2 boi me 4 watchin sixth sense, and now all i got 2 say is hu was rite? one Rgument I get 2 win (4 a chnge). I'm goin on wednesday or mayb nxt saturday, spk den init. I no ur alrite, so i wont ask. Miss u so muchhhh..... love always n 4eva xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
R.I.P
hey gorjus... wats going on...listn u, stop pinchin me haha..hope ur cool...im tryin my best to keep it strong but it its fu*kin hard... help me make it easier, its weird goin in ur hse n ur not der wid ur rude self telling us to piss off lol..every tym i pass ur house on the bus (everyday) i hold my breth and think.. u use to always get on by bus back in da day wid ur red tracksuit... god nos wear ur ped was lol... r.i.p ian babe missing you so much...cant blv uv gone.it feels like onli yesterday u was beating me up hahaha and annoyin me lol...watch over all ur fam n friends pls babe...look out for my baby up der which i didnt meet but you have..aint u lucky lol...cryin baby??take care babe i will see you soon agan XmwahX hahaha. LOV U xxx
Hi ya darling, what to say, how we miss u so much, sounds like what everyone else says. Didin't think it would b this hard!!!!!!!!!Miss u so bad it hurts like it was one of mine!!! Give me a little hand with ur mum cause words cant tell u whats happening in her head. Love u forever and a day, but plenty more laughs for me and ur mum, and i hope u there mate xxxxxxxxxxx
I Know Now...!
I KNOW u read this website now, so u can read all the crap I talk about, lol, don't get bored. I do have to talk 2 u on here, because it's better than talkin 2myself or having a conversation with myself in my head, i dont wana b-cum more mad than I already am. I will never stop cryin, no matter how much u want me to.
I gess u no from ur mum about the court date, I'm glad they've actually set a date now. I'm sure u'll b there with us. love always, spk soon.
Maria xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Wot Am I Gona Do Wvout U?
Hi minga, miss u as always. ma mums goin america on monday, im gona b so sad wivout u 2 keep me company. im gona b in d hse all on my own, wen i no if u wern't gone u'd b round here drinkin all my choclate yazoo's n eatin all my crisps. U'd b takin control of the tele, makin me watch ross kemp's gangs, music channel n that ridiculous cage fightin till all hours of the mornin and neva lettin me sleep. U'd b takin ur bike apart n puttin back 2geva agen in d garden, revin it 2 wake up all d neighbours. Puttin d music up loud, n doin ur stupid lil dancin in my front room on d wooden floor wiv d mat rolled away, as always. U'd b terrorisin me, chasin me round d house wiv d shavin foam, and b-in ur normal rude self. Ud MAKE me make u cheese and ham toasty in d george forman wiv ketchup and coleslaw already in it and den u'd b eatin ALL d ice cream. U'd b rinsin my hse fone bill and makin me call my mum in America 2 giv her a list of Ralph Shirts u wanted. (blue n pink n white n black, and blah blah blah.....lol) I used to moan at u for all dem fings, now i just wish u cud do dem agen, wish u were here 2 annoy me n make me happy at d same time. See u soon, love n miss u m.g.s.m.b.f.w.i.l.n.m.l.a.l.n.i.w.w.h.w.m.r.n, lol, gess wot dat one means.
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RIP PAGEY - GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN
even though i dont know you i feel i like i do thru all of these messgaes that people have left my thoughts go out to your family and gf hun hold ur head up high and keep on smiling. I lost a friend in a gang crime on val day this yr and its the hardest thing anyone can go thru to lose a friend/bf/gf/family or somone they just luff, i see ian was a chelsea fan just like me! and for that i will keep the blue flag flying high...... that win against the gunners was for you PAGEY!
keep it real up der and save me a space on that chelsea cloud
nuff luff
XxrheazxX
Time
I wish i could put this PAIN in2 words so i could read them myself and TRY understand,
why the time we had was so short wen ahead of us was a life already planed.
Im ANGRY im HURTIN sum days my thinkin is soo unclear,
its just soo F-KED up how different the world seems now ur not here.
i love you sweety now n 4eva more,
see you sumday soon wen ill be knockin on heavens door....
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