| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 17,149 since 05/02/2007 |
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young - a life not yet
lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum
(Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly.
Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was
taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never
be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an
impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin
2wards getting his new R1. He was always partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could be
heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without
him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe
to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was
possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. My heart is
empty now, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think
of him, because with everyday that goes by we miss him and love him a little bit more.
I always called him my shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian...
Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we
have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of
manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one
day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell
and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder.
Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx♥
MISS U
IAN...U R ON ALL OF OUR MINDS 24/7...We r always talking about u and the good times we have had with u....we love u dearly......it hurts sooo bad inside 2 think that we wont hear you voice again.... love u always.....cd...kt.mc...sb...kt.j...xxxR.I.P IAN....
MISSIN U PAGEY
wots goin on rudeboiiii??? u havin fun up der?? coz no1 dnw here is!! we all wnt u bk so badly specially me i need mah oldah bruva bk i dno wot 2 do widout u! i cnt cope anymore! i wna wake up from dis horible nitemare an c u agen not bein able 2 c u everydai is rippin me apart inside im tryin 2 stay strong but i jus cnt anymore ders no a dai dat goes by dat i dnt shead tearz 4 u even if its jus 1 i dreamt bout u da ova nite an lyk every1s dreamz i dreamt u came bk i wudnt let go of u coz i fort i wud lose u agen so i held on tite....den i woke up....an saw mah wall "R.I.P IAN" da dai u left us i didnt wna believe it was tru i didnt wna fink bout lyf widout mah big bruva but now i dnt hav 2 fink bout it i hav 2 live it an i hav 2 move on an get on wid lyf jus lyk u wud wnt me 2 i no ur lookin dwn on me all da tym makin sure im alrite but i will neva b alrite not until im bk wid u agen now i no y u alwaiz "OVA PROTECTED" me coz u didnt wnt no1 2 touch me, hurt me, upset me, an now ur gone ders no1 2 OVA PROTECT" me an i wish der was (as much as i hated it) u were da best big bro any1 cud eva ask 4 no1s eva gna 4get ur dancin lool coz it was jus terrible but ill promise 2 teach u 2 dance wen i get up der if u promise 2 meet me at dem gatez of heaven coz i aint cumin in if ur not der i hope ur havin fun up der make da most of it coz i will b up der soon 2 make ur lyf a livin hell agen =]=] lol i will b bk 2 rite more an fill u in on everyfin dats goin on lol so make sure ur prepared 2 read lol well imma leave it der b jus make sure u no i love an miss u an alwaiz will till da dai im bk wid u agen!! love you ianxxxxxx dimplez an pagey bruva an sistah 4lyfxxxxlove youxxxx
Your life a passing memory, Ur abscence a silent grief,
Without u my heart is empty, tho my time with u was brief,
I think about u always, the way u make me feel,
I think about the good times, and wonder if this is real,
My heart has now been shattered, and there's just an empty space,
And i can only turn to memories, when i long to see your face,
I lay awake at nightime, and wonder where you are,
I wonder how to get there, 2 my brightest shining star,
I let the tears roll down my face, and fall onto the floor,
I wish u were here to catch them, like you used to do before,
I wonder what your doing, while im crying tears of pain,
I wonder if u want 2 b here, 2 make me smile again,
The way u always used 2, wen i was finding life 2 ruff,
U used 2 say "smile 4 me babe", one tear was always enough,
If i could wish upon my star, theres only 1 thing it could be,
2 fly right up 2 heaven, and bring you back with me,
I no im only dreamin, but in my dreams ur alive,
I'm walking through life's trials, with you right by my side,
If u were still here with me, i wouldn't cry another tear,
Because i no u wudn't let me, and u'd take away my fears,
I'd just like to say i miss u, a bit more everyday,
I'd just like to say i love u, and i like it being that way,
Coz when im sad i think of you, and all the things u gave me,
Wot will i do without u babe? I will neva eva b happy,
Il always have our dreams, and i will always think of u,
Deep inside my sould, all the things we planned 2 do,
So for now its goodbye babe, but i no it wont be long,
Till were partyin up in heaven, n dancin 2 our song,
How i wish 2 c u dance again, if its only one time more,
But it will happen one day, when i cum knockin on heaven's door.
I was so sad to hear about Ian after just losing my own son in a car crash on 9.11.06. My heart goes out to all his family and friends and I truly know how they feel. I hope Ian meets with Michael im sure they will have great fun together.
HE HAS A BAD BIKE WHAT WOULD NEVER START. HE ALWAYS BEATS ME UP AND HANGS ME OVER THE BANISTAR HE WOULD SOMETIMES PLAY FOOTBALL AND BEAT ME AND RYAN. I COULD NEVER THINK HE WOULD LEAVE THAT EARLY BUT ONE DAY CAME AND HE DIED WHICH WE COULD NOT BELIVE WE ALL CRIED. WHEN I SAW THE COFFIN IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL THAT MY EYES TURNED TO HEARTS IT'S SO BORING WITH OUT HIM I KNOW HE IS LOOKGIN DOWN ON US SO DON’T WORRY EVERYONE HE IS HOME WHERE HE BELONGS I LOV U THE SAME AS EVERY ONE ELSE DOES LOV U BEN XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
My brother was taken away from me, Ryan, Nick, Kenny and Lorraine it took our lives away too. He was loved by everyone who knew him he had a big heart which had our lives inside.
My beloved bro who was beaten up and taken away from his loved family we could not believe what happened , we all loved him he had a big heart that had funny things inside. My bro Ian made it snow last week and died on 16 th of November we all loved him. Ian I know u are looking down at us love u loads Ben xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hello Mate
I'm sitting here crying for you again today (another day with out you). We are on half term and I have been telling myself for the last two weeks that I must sort out your room, Ryan has been in there every day since you were taken from us he has put his playstation in there and half moved in and yes him and Ben still fight on your bed, I forgot you did not know that did you , they use to run out when they heard your bike coming or you banging the door down you know that gentle knock you had lol. Auntie Lisa is coming round to help me with a couple of bottles of wine, I don't know how much we will get done but we will start, don't worry the boy's have already taken your boy stuff out (you know what I mean) Be there with us and give us a hand when we need it. All my love to you always, LOVE YOU xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
To my son
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Than isn't how it was meant to be.
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
When chelsea lost
I no i always say "do u rememba this time last year" lol, but seriously, do u remamba this tym last year? It was half term (well 4 me cz i was @ college). D rents went away n me n k8 wer @ mine just jammin. I rang u n was lyk "cum rnd babe" n u was sooooooo lazy cz u weren't ridin ur bike, and u cudnt b assed 2 get d bus! So kate rang james and told him 2 cum round and bring you, lol. So u 2 wer lyk "yeh we'll cum" u took sooooooooooooooooooooooo long we 4t u werent cumin. Then jus as we were gettin tried and fallin asleep watchin tele, all of a sudden there was this loud bang and knockin on the windows from the back garden! me n kate shit ourselves we thought it was a burglar, but it was only u n james lol. That was the same night Chelsea lost d football. U were gettin mad coz i was cussin u and even more mad coz Nickyle was der goin on about how shit chelsea were. (another arsenal supporta)! And u got so mad wic me dat u n jmz made a plan 2 get me. U 2 started TERRORISING ME! u picked me up one on my arms n one on my legs n tried puttin me in garden n lockin me out in d cold. I was wrigglin so much and tryin 2 get u 2 off me that on the way out my leg kicked d back door key and the end broke off and left the long bit in the key hole, lol. I was so switchin coz i had 2 go sleep with the back door open. It took us tymmmmmmmm 2 get d end biit out, but i think u or james dun it in d end. It was jokes cz u told me on d way home in d car james started quizzin u about us, d big secret. Any ways babe, just thought i'd remind u of the small things that are easily 4gotten.
love always and foreva
maria xxxxxxxx
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