| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 17,149 since 05/02/2007 |
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young - a life not yet
lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum
(Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly.
Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was
taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never
be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an
impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin
2wards getting his new R1. He was always partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could be
heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without
him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe
to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was
possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. My heart is
empty now, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think
of him, because with everyday that goes by we miss him and love him a little bit more.
I always called him my shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian...
Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we
have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of
manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one
day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell
and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder.
Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
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i cant see you but your ere
E all i can say is why did they take your life i can still remember when i came 2 your house and saw u runin up & down the stairs laughin i can still here your laugh now
If tears cuold build a stair way
and memories build a lane
i would walk right up 2 heaven
and bring u right back hoe again
2 stay 4eva
Last Valentines
I can't believe its bin a year babe. It makes me so sad to think the year went so quickly, but it also make me happy to know we crammed so much into it. I can rememba it like yesterday. We were on the fone all the nights b4, and u kept sayin u beta b cumin round on Tuesday. And every night i gave u d same answer. I'm not comin round coz tuesdays valentines day and valentines day is 4 ppl that are in love and were not, so wots d point? lol. I was still the same old stubborn Maria, the one that had her thoughts set on one thing and nothing was going to change that. Until I met u. At first I was sure i wouldn't let myself get attached, I told u the same thing, and we agreed, no serious relationship lol. then look @ us a couple of months later, always 2geva or on the fone, all ours of the night and morning. I can rememba the day in my house wen u sed, ur gettin attached now arent u? lol. Ne ways. I was so sure i wasn't meetin u on valentines day, but ur the sort of person that can change some1s mind just like that, gift of the gab u called it. U went on and on about it b-in just another day. Ne ways in the end ur powers of persuasion were MUCH STRONGER than my powers of stubborness, lol, U were the first person i could remeber that actually made me budge once i already had my mind set. So I came and met u, and as u sed it was just another normal day. But then agen every day with you is special. I can remeber just jammin and lookin @ ur alarm clock and sayin "i gotta go soon babe" i had 2 babysit that night. U might think this is wierd but I remeba the time exactly, 7:11pm, and u no y remeber, coz that was the first time u sed 2 me that every time u looked @ the clock it was always 11mins past. So babes, im so glad i spent @ least 1 valentines with u, thanx 4 makin me come. I had plans 4 this year, lol, i was actually gona let u finished ur food b4 makin u walk me 2 d bus stop. hehe (PJ).
Love u and miss u always and forever,
My one and only shinin star.
Maria
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FIRST MET
I read marias memory of when ian and her first met, heres my memory of when we first met..
the lads were on the roads..mucking around as usual..we were plannin to go down the park and play football..i had a tin on me and kevin told me his mate ian liked graff..i member i was excited because i fort i was meeting "Scar" (wot ian called himself) whu was a big name in the graff world little did i know it wasn't the same one.. wen i met him he came out in checkerd shorts will never forget them..was a hot day, he was full of life, tellin me a million stories,felt like i had known him for years after 5minutes.. wel we went down the park on the way he was tellin us this that and the other bout his life and people we knew and he also knew..then when we got to the park every1 started playin football but i wernt interested because i wanted to show of my graf wid the infamous "scar" so we went to go take some reaches wen i realise i have no nip on the tin..we spent bout 2 hours roamin around gladstone park lookin for a nib..did we really expect to find one..we also met a couple of other graffers who joined us in lookin..felt dumb after wen we wasted the hole afternoon lookin..we joined the rest of the boys and played football den headed home listening to ians 100s of stories..i remember him gettin angry at me wen i started callin him the story teller for weeks after..was a great day,one i will never ever forget ..
so sad
what a handsome young man with his whole life ahead of him im so sorry 4 ur loss to you mother and girlfriend,im sure he wud be very proud of this tribute site to him and a very very proud to have a loving family,RIP ian god bless you xxxxxx
4 U
The sunshine was among us,
we left others in the rain,
I wish that thought would comfort me,
and take away my pain,
But now for me its pourin down,
without u to make me smile,
and that makes every memory,
all the more worthwhile,
I cant believe your gone now,
and theres nothing i could do,
I'd give absolutely anything,
to spend just one more day with you,
You used to dry my tears away,
put a smile in their place,
and again i would give anything,
just to see your face,
Why did u have 2 leave me?
I feel so all alone,
I long to hear your vocie again,
to call u on the phone,
Your were the one i turned to,
when times got a little tough
i could always come and hug you.
when talking weren't enough,
There is a place in every heart,
They call it Memory Lane,
Where thoughts of loved ones lost
Forever will remain.
My heart is 1 big memory lane,
where I keep U with me,
theres no more space for no1,
but thats is how i want it 2 b,
I miss your laughter, fun, and smile.
I miss the things we used to do.
I miss the time, now filled with emptiness,
Wen each day was once filled wiv you,
Something will remind me,
I never know just when,
It might be something someone says,
And it all comes back again.
The times we spent together
The happiness, The fun,
Once again I feel the pain
Of life with u just gone.
It's said that times a healer,
I'm not sure this is true,
There's not a day goes by Ian,
That I don't cry for you.
I'll always have the memories,
They'll go on and on,
But my life will never be the same,
Now that you have gone.
Now i would like to grieve for you
coz the hole you left is deep.
The memories of time spent together
are treasures I long to keep.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,
But love leaves a memory no one can steal."
i miss u
There are many memories of you boy from wen you were a tiny lad,Tiny is wat you sure was.I use to laugh at ur tinyness But then some how you shot up and the shoe was on the other foot a,How badly did you tease me EVERY time you came down to grandads,YOU had me chasein after you round the hole estate coz you wouldnt leave me alone.The times you would come into my room make urself at ome and start eating my hidden stash of goodies,How you new my hidein places i just dont no.We got to share some good times wen i was stayin at grandads and I THANK GOD for those times.I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU but i know i will see you again babe and this time im keeping my stash of chocs n stuff pon my person..One more thing I BET NAN IS GIVEIN YOU WAT FOR UP THERE A ..REST EASY MY NEPHEW xxxxxx
The first Day I met u!
I can remember it like yesterday. It was August 2005. Summer, so every1 was out on road. Me n Kate came 2 meet d boiz n dey sent us on some long trek tryin 2 find where they were. lol. as usual 4 dem times, they were jamin on d end of ur road. After takin so long 2 get there half drunk, lol, catchin jokes all d way, i met u. Sum1 sed "dis is Ian". I just smiled n sed hi. U were still anuva face in d crowd den. It was so jokes dat night, every1 fitin, getn drunk. It just turned ur birthday so all d boiz chased u up d road 2 giv u ur bday beats, haha. u went back 2 ur house n came bk out wiv sum sort of pole or bat 4 protection, kwik finkin lol. Dat was d same night, i fink u n sum1 else got on d bonet of sum1s car 2 c how long u cud stay on 4. I fink it mite of bin mitchels car, but there were quite a few cars dat nite so i wudnt remeba. D first tym i met u i nu u were d daredevil type, the type that loves 2 liv on d edge and live every day like it was ur last.
My son
My son, what was he like, he was a pain in my ass he drove me nuts but then thats what he was put on this earth for, well that's what he use to tell me, then he would laugh, he had his own special laugh it was the kind of laugh that no matter how mad you were at him it would make you laugh.
Ian was my first born, he came into this world two months early (he was always in a hurry) as he got bigger he never changed, he would come in from work leaving coats, helmet, shoes, all over the place, you would know what room in the house he had been in, I would find something of his on the floor he would never hang anything up or put it away.
My son loved life he would be out every weekend with his friends, they would always meet at me house couse chaos and then leave on one of their nights out, most of the time he would forget to take his key and knock the door down at 3 or 4 o'clock in the morning I would have to get up and let him in, then he would come into my room sit on the end of my bed and start talking to me when all I wanted to do was go back to sleep now i'm so glad that I sat and talked to him.
One night I was in bed and I was woken up by banging and laughter I did not know what was going on so I got up, Ian and his sister were in the dinning room they were laughing and messing around (this was at about 2 o'clock in the morning) he was showing her how to dance, she was crying with laughter he was all over the place arms and legs every where I just stood in the door way smiling, that is how I remember my son the clown the joker,he would play football out the front with two younger brothers and beat them at playstation games, he had time for every one, he had such a big heart. When my son's life was taken part of my life was taken as well, I did not know that he knew so many people, I would like to thank each and everyone of them for their support for me and my family, and his mates that still come round before they go out at the weekend. I thank you most of all. xxxxxx
A Dream
I had a dream last night, well, it weren't really a dream, more of a memory. It was so perfect, the dream was so real, the whole memory played out just the way it was. Do u remeber that day when you were coming 2 mine, It was just after the bouncy castle BBQ in July? U were on ur way 2 mine & ur bike broke down @ d Greenford roundabout. U pushed it all the way from there 2 my house and d police stopped u on the way. (they fort u nicked it haha)! U spent ALL d rest of d evening and ALL night workin on it. I had 2 call Gav 2 cum round 2 help u coz it was so BROKE! lol. I went 2 bed & left u workin on it. and u ddnt go slp till lyk 3 in the mornin, the next day u were b-in lazy and usin ur bike as an excuse. U called Gid n told him u cudnt get 2 work. lol. We spent the whole day just b-in lazy n catchin Joke. When I woke up i remebered the dream and started wonderin! Y did I dream of that memory? what was so special about that day? and then I remebered, it was the day u gave me the CD with one tune on it. OUR tune. I remeber listenin 2 the song and wonderin y u had gone out of ur way 2 burn a CD with just that song? But ova time I came to understand. Now, ever since u went into hospital, I have that song as my ringtone, bcoz now every time my fone rings just for that one second, even if it is just one second, I remeber that moment, when u told me this is our tune, and I think, just for that one second that may-b its u that ringin me. May-b im dreamin and ur not gone. May-b, jst May-b ur ringin me 2 tell me 2 get ma ass round ur house. lol. That one second of thinkin ur still here cancells out the pain of rememberin ur not.
Im so gald I had that dream, it let me remeber every detail of every conversation we had that day. so now I'm going to rite down every memory. So that in 20 years when I remeber that same memory, or any memory, I dont forget the important bits. The stupid sentences u sed that made everything worth-while. Every memory I rite down is going to make me cry, but through the tears there's always a smile, and the belief that we'll have more of them days soon.
Love u always
Maria
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Miss You
Ian i did not know you for too long but you certainly left ur mark on us. I would of loved to have been your sister inlaw and I could see that u made my sister really happy, u 2 were bessoted with each other. Jade and Jack keep asking after u, especially Jack he told me when he gets older he wanted to be batmen and fly to heven and bring u back. I know u will be Maria's star watching over her, sweetdreams love Rachaelxxxx
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