| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 16,922 since 05/02/2007 |
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young - a life not yet
lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum
(Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly.
Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was
taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never
be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an
impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin
2wards getting his new R1. He was always on partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could
be heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and
without him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or
describe to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought
was possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. My
heart is now empty, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we
dont think of him, because with everyday that goes by we miss him and love him a little bit more.
I always called him MY shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian...
Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we
have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of
manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one
day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell
and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder.
Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx♥
i miss u
There are many memories of you boy from wen you were a tiny lad,Tiny is wat you sure was.I use to laugh at ur tinyness But then some how you shot up and the shoe was on the other foot a,How badly did you tease me EVERY time you came down to grandads,YOU had me chasein after you round the hole estate coz you wouldnt leave me alone.The times you would come into my room make urself at ome and start eating my hidden stash of goodies,How you new my hidein places i just dont no.We got to share some good times wen i was stayin at grandads and I THANK GOD for those times.I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU but i know i will see you again babe and this time im keeping my stash of chocs n stuff pon my person..One more thing I BET NAN IS GIVEIN YOU WAT FOR UP THERE A ..REST EASY MY NEPHEW xxxxxx
The first Day I met u!
I can remember it like yesterday. It was August 2005. Summer, so every1 was out on road. Me n Kate came 2 meet d boiz n dey sent us on some long trek tryin 2 find where they were. lol. as usual 4 dem times, they were jamin on d end of ur road. After takin so long 2 get there half drunk, lol, catchin jokes all d way, i met u. Sum1 sed "dis is Ian". I just smiled n sed hi. U were still anuva face in d crowd den. It was so jokes dat night, every1 fitin, getn drunk. It just turned ur birthday so all d boiz chased u up d road 2 giv u ur bday beats, haha. u went back 2 ur house n came bk out wiv sum sort of pole or bat 4 protection, kwik finkin lol. Dat was d same night, i fink u n sum1 else got on d bonet of sum1s car 2 c how long u cud stay on 4. I fink it mite of bin mitchels car, but there were quite a few cars dat nite so i wudnt remeba. D first tym i met u i nu u were d daredevil type, the type that loves 2 liv on d edge and live every day like it was ur last.
My son
My son, what was he like, he was a pain in my ass he drove me nuts but then thats what he was put on this earth for, well that's what he use to tell me, then he would laugh, he had his own special laugh it was the kind of laugh that no matter how mad you were at him it would make you laugh.
Ian was my first born, he came into this world two months early (he was always in a hurry) as he got bigger he never changed, he would come in from work leaving coats, helmet, shoes, all over the place, you would know what room in the house he had been in, I would find something of his on the floor he would never hang anything up or put it away.
My son loved life he would be out every weekend with his friends, they would always meet at me house couse chaos and then leave on one of their nights out, most of the time he would forget to take his key and knock the door down at 3 or 4 o'clock in the morning I would have to get up and let him in, then he would come into my room sit on the end of my bed and start talking to me when all I wanted to do was go back to sleep now i'm so glad that I sat and talked to him.
One night I was in bed and I was woken up by banging and laughter I did not know what was going on so I got up, Ian and his sister were in the dinning room they were laughing and messing around (this was at about 2 o'clock in the morning) he was showing her how to dance, she was crying with laughter he was all over the place arms and legs every where I just stood in the door way smiling, that is how I remember my son the clown the joker,he would play football out the front with two younger brothers and beat them at playstation games, he had time for every one, he had such a big heart. When my son's life was taken part of my life was taken as well, I did not know that he knew so many people, I would like to thank each and everyone of them for their support for me and my family, and his mates that still come round before they go out at the weekend. I thank you most of all. xxxxxx
A Dream
I had a dream last night, well, it weren't really a dream, more of a memory. It was so perfect, the dream was so real, the whole memory played out just the way it was. Do u remeber that day when you were coming 2 mine, It was just after the bouncy castle BBQ in July? U were on ur way 2 mine & ur bike broke down @ d Greenford roundabout. U pushed it all the way from there 2 my house and d police stopped u on the way. (they fort u nicked it haha)! U spent ALL d rest of d evening and ALL night workin on it. I had 2 call Gav 2 cum round 2 help u coz it was so BROKE! lol. I went 2 bed & left u workin on it. and u ddnt go slp till lyk 3 in the mornin, the next day u were b-in lazy and usin ur bike as an excuse. U called Gid n told him u cudnt get 2 work. lol. We spent the whole day just b-in lazy n catchin Joke. When I woke up i remebered the dream and started wonderin! Y did I dream of that memory? what was so special about that day? and then I remebered, it was the day u gave me the CD with one tune on it. OUR tune. I remeber listenin 2 the song and wonderin y u had gone out of ur way 2 burn a CD with just that song? But ova time I came to understand. Now, ever since u went into hospital, I have that song as my ringtone, bcoz now every time my fone rings just for that one second, even if it is just one second, I remeber that moment, when u told me this is our tune, and I think, just for that one second that may-b its u that ringin me. May-b im dreamin and ur not gone. May-b, jst May-b ur ringin me 2 tell me 2 get ma ass round ur house. lol. That one second of thinkin ur still here cancells out the pain of rememberin ur not.
Im so gald I had that dream, it let me remeber every detail of every conversation we had that day. so now I'm going to rite down every memory. So that in 20 years when I remeber that same memory, or any memory, I dont forget the important bits. The stupid sentences u sed that made everything worth-while. Every memory I rite down is going to make me cry, but through the tears there's always a smile, and the belief that we'll have more of them days soon.
Love u always
Maria
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Miss You
Ian i did not know you for too long but you certainly left ur mark on us. I would of loved to have been your sister inlaw and I could see that u made my sister really happy, u 2 were bessoted with each other. Jade and Jack keep asking after u, especially Jack he told me when he gets older he wanted to be batmen and fly to heven and bring u back. I know u will be Maria's star watching over her, sweetdreams love Rachaelxxxx
miss u man..
this is hard to rite sumin wid this tune on, everytime i hear it i jus picture u dancin infront of me doin our stupid dance..i jus wish i had the chance to do it one more time wid u... this is doin my nut in..too hard to find words so jus know init...look after the mandem, ur fam n maria..but dont worry we gonna look after them now..safe fam..
to maria and ians family
I do not know you, but reading your entrys fills my heart with sorrow 4 u, i know what its like 2 feel like that, missing some1 so dear, not finding any comfort. to ians family-sincere and heartfelt condolences.
i dont now if u believe in God, but I pray that he can comfort you.
2 Corinthians 1 reads
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of sympathy (pity and mercy) and the God [Who is the Source] of every comfort (consolation and encouragement),
Who comforts (consoles and encourages) us in every trouble (calamity and affliction), so that we may also be able to comfort (console and encourage) those who are in any kind of trouble or distress, with the comfort (consolation and encouragement) with which we ourselves are comforted (consoled and encouraged) by God.
The difference between what people see and what I see....
People always ask me if im ok?
my voice whispers yeh im ok, but my heart shouts no,
Some people are nice and I smile,
but behind evry smile theres a tear dat ur not here 2 catch,
some people crack jokes and i laugh,
but behind every laugh theres a scream dat ur not here to hear,
I look @ the person who smiles and laughs,
and I wonder what it feels like to b her and really mean it,
I gess I just cant rememba.
I go to work and do "normal" things,
But i dont even no what normal is,
I look @ random ppl on the street,
and i think y u and not them? wot makes them so special?
Some people say time is the greatest healer,
but my only consolation is 1 day passed is a day closer to u,
Other people ask y i dont care any more,
I dont have the answer.
Footprints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him, and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that, during the most troublesome times of my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why, when I needed you most, you would leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.
SLEEP TIGHT IAN....XXXX
This was sent to me when I lost my son, my thoughts are with your family and loved ones xx
To lose someone you love is hard to bear
To lose your child it is beyond compare
Whether the child is a daughter or son
Each one of them is a precious one
Your children can never be replaced
Every one of them has their own special place
Your heart is heavy it feels like lead
You don’t want to believe your child is dead
You don’t think the pain will ever go away
No matter what other people may say
No one knows just what to say to you
You need their help to see you through
Life it seems so unfair
You wish your child could still be there
Your memories fill your heart and head
You remember all the things they said
Life is for living and you must go on
You pretend each day they have not gone
Until you meet them once again
You will learn to live through the pain
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