| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 24,464 since 05/02/2007 |
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This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old - too young. He lived in Neasden - North West London and left behind a mum (Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly. Me and all of his freinds miss him so much it will never be the same without him. His life was taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a gang who will never be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin towards getting his new R1. He was always partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could be heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was possible. My heart is empty now, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think of him and miss him.
I always called him my shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian... Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder. Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx♥
The difference between what people see and what I see....
People always ask me if im ok?
my voice whispers yeh im ok, but my heart shouts no,
Some people are nice and I smile,
but behind evry smile theres a tear dat ur not here 2 catch,
some people crack jokes and i laugh,
but behind every laugh theres a scream dat ur not here to hear,
I look @ the person who smiles and laughs,
and I wonder what it feels like to b her and really mean it,
I gess I just cant rememba.
I go to work and do "normal" things,
But i dont even no what normal is,
I look @ random ppl on the street,
and i think y u and not them? wot makes them so special?
Some people say time is the greatest healer,
but my only consolation is 1 day passed is a day closer to u,
Other people ask y i dont care any more,
I dont have the answer.
to maria and ians family
I do not know you, but reading your entrys fills my heart with sorrow 4 u, i know what its like 2 feel like that, missing some1 so dear, not finding any comfort. to ians family-sincere and heartfelt condolences.
i dont now if u believe in God, but I pray that he can comfort you.
2 Corinthians 1 reads
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of sympathy (pity and mercy) and the God [Who is the Source] of every comfort (consolation and encouragement),
Who comforts (consoles and encourages) us in every trouble (calamity and affliction), so that we may also be able to comfort (console and encourage) those who are in any kind of trouble or distress, with the comfort (consolation and encouragement) with which we ourselves are comforted (consoled and encouraged) by God.
Footprints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him, and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that, during the most troublesome times of my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why, when I needed you most, you would leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.
SLEEP TIGHT IAN....XXXX
RIP
hope god is treating you good!
rip mate and keep your girlfreind and family safe bcus they luv u so much xxx
This was sent to me when I lost my son, my thoughts are with your family and loved ones xx
To lose someone you love is hard to bear
To lose your child it is beyond compare
Whether the child is a daughter or son
Each one of them is a precious one
Your children can never be replaced
Every one of them has their own special place
Your heart is heavy it feels like lead
You don’t want to believe your child is dead
You don’t think the pain will ever go away
No matter what other people may say
No one knows just what to say to you
You need their help to see you through
Life it seems so unfair
You wish your child could still be there
Your memories fill your heart and head
You remember all the things they said
Life is for living and you must go on
You pretend each day they have not gone
Until you meet them once again
You will learn to live through the pain
I thought about you today
but that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday
and the days before that too.
I think of you in silence
I often speak your name
all I have is memories
and some pitures in a frame
your memory is my keepsake
with which I will never part
heaven has you in it's keeping
I have you in my heart.
If tears could build a stairway,
and memories build a lane,
I’d walk right up to heaven,
and bring youhome again.
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