| Location | Neasden - North West London |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 13/08/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 17,128 since 05/02/2007 |
| Creator | |
| Helpers |
This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young - a life not yet
lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum
(Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly.
Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was
taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never
be forgiven.
Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an
impression. He loved Chelsea and his mopeds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin
2wards getting his new R1. He was always partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh could be
heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without
him life seems empty. He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe
to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was
possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. My heart is
empty now, and so are the hearts of every1 who loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think
of him, because with everyday that goes by we miss him and love him a little bit more.
I always called him my shining star, and now he truly is.
Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten, Miss u Every single Day Ian...
Love Maria xXx
♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥
♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆
______________________________________________
Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we
have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.
Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of
manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one
day, full justice will be served.
______________________________________________
Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell
and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder.
Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
______________________________________________
One lifetime wish:
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!
♥R.I.P IAN - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
_______________________________________________
THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.
Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.
Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.
Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.
Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.
Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.
If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.
The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.
♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xx
_______________________________________________
TO MY SON - By Mum:
Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx♥
Thinking of you Maria
Thinking about you Maria,I know the heartache you are going through and it will never go away,when you by yourself you feel the pain even more and just want them in your arms where they belong.They walk beside us watching over us keep strong i know it's hard,are hurts are breakingGod takes the best with no answers!Love Donna xxx
xXx One of those Days xXx
Every day when i wake up and think about u, i say 2 myself 'dont cry 2day.... Think about Ian but ignore that he's gone' I know its impossible coz its a bit hard to miss that fact that ur not here... But everyday I tell my eyes not 2 cry... Most days I succeed, I think about you, and even though my heart is probably crying, I dont let my eyes cry.
Somedays though, when I wake up and tell myself not to cry, I know there is no point, coz 2day is one of them days where it all comes out and theres nothing I can do. Even though I know this, I still tell myself not to cry. Most days I get through the day and the evening, but at night, when its just me and my thoughts, I cry and theres nothing I can do.
So 2day is one of them days, where I knew rite from the moment I woke up that there was no point in telling myself not 2 cry... But I still told my self. I got through the whole day with a smile, and now its just me and my thoughts... I'm cryin coz i luv u & I miss u so much... Always ur girlfrend xXx
miss u
ian m8...i swear to god im so pissed off....im screwin its times like dis wen i nd u da most...im cryin my eyes out n its tyms like dis wen i just walked up to ures n u just sed shut up n i felt better....i wish u was ere so much....i aint even been up to c ur mum in a while n i feel sooooo bad but i just feel like shit when i go there n i look at all da pics of u...u was 1 of my best friends ever n i no we wernt hangn round dat much when u passed but i wish it was back to normal....when i was at the hospital,,, i was standin dere wishin u would wake up i was prayin so much.... everyone has just changed so much since u av bin gone n i wish u was here to make it better bt i no it wnt appen....i love u so much n so dus everyone but we need u to make everyfin better....were all fukd now ...wel i no i am.....i need u so much ian n i no i dnt write dat often but im goin crazy i dont no wt to do...please help me out.......luv u n miss u always xxxxxxxx
IAN XXXXXXXXXXXX
My mum is a survivor or so i've heard it said, But I can hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand,she doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away... I watch over my mum, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise! But through heavens door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My mum tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her,it is her way to survive. As I watch over my mum through heavens open door, I try to tell her that angels protect me forevermore. I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get the chance, go visit her and show her,you care. For no matter what she says, no matter what she feels ,my mum has a broken heart that time won't ever heal.
love Alison xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
XxXxX Hi E, Just a little up date on things here. We all went to see Ryans school football team play the final yesterday we were all shouting and screaming and they won the cup
5-3 against kingsbury, Ryan nearly got a cracking goal, it hit the cross bar and went half way up the field, I have not seen him smile like that for a long time. Love and miss you my baby boy XxXxX
xXx Miss You xXx
Hi darlin, Havent riten in a while, so ddnt want you to think I had forgotten about you...! Still think about u everyday, no matter what I am doin... I dont think that will eva change, coz so many things remind me of you and things we done together. I wish u were here, coz i miss al the laughs we had together and all the mischief that we got up 2...! As time has gone by it hasnt got any easier, but Im learning to deal with it, slowly slowly... I always miss the txts and fone calls, and dont no how i have managed to use up all the time that should & would be spent with you... Love u always msgmbf (lol) xXx
xxxxxxx
Hi Ian...I light a candle earlier but i couldnt stop finking of u so I wanna write this to u aswell. I really wish u were here. I need u more than anything now. Things have just changed since your not here. Cant just walk up to ures when im pissed off or down. I no i cant ever get you back but i really wish i could...I pray every night to make sure your ok and the fact that im still not sure kills me....i dream of back in the day and how much fun we had standing on ballards drunk singing UB40. i wish we could still do that. Love you Always and Forever Ian. Miss You....xxxxxxxx
XxXxX Hi E, It's Easter, Good Friday and the weather is shit, we were going to go down the van and stay with Chris but they say it's going to snow Saturday,Sunday and Monday, how about that for an Easter bank holiday. Things with Ryan are still the same I wish you were here to deal with him I know he would listen to you, what ever I say to him go's in one ear and out the other, just like it did with you most of the time, I only did it to you when you wanted to borrow money, but then you would go to Nan's and get it off her and she would say this is the last time E I'm not lending you anymore money and next time she would lend you money and say the same old thing and you would laugh at her knowing she would do the same thing next time. It' things like this that make me smile then I remember all I have is memories and it makes me cry. I love you E XxXxX
xXx Love You xXx
Just sittin @ work, listening to this song & it reminds me of when i 1st started workin last January and everytime this song would come on the radio I would cry for you. Now I smile because it brings back such happy memories. I miss u so much, times like last nite when i no once I start thinking about wot happened I'll neva b able to get 2 sleep, I wish u were about, but then agen, your snoring would keep me awake anyway. So... I miss u so much, and Just wish that I could go back in time 4 a day... So we could have some jokes just like we used 2.... In Watford on Monday I just kept imagining you walking throught the door, just like u used 2, wen u would tell me you werent comin out 2 annoy me, then you'd just turn up and laugh...! I sed to Jade when we went Abbey 'Do u remeber when Ian KO'd that Tramp right here' lol... and then u ran 4 ur life... I really dont know how you got away... Monday just reminded me of all the Mondays us lot spent in Bar Me... and all the jokes, arguments and fites we had...
Love u my darlin xXx
1yr & 4months
Hey babe, just passin thru 2 say that im thinkin about u. Time goes so fast and i dont even notice when one day turns into the next and then one week turns into the next, soon it will be another year tuning into the next. I was standing at the window last nite, thinking of the time i was standing there cryin about the pictures, and u were sleeping rite behind me. I felt like if i turned around maybe you would be there again... just sleeping like nothing had happened. I wish everything could go back to the way it was, but I no it cant and I no nothing can bring you back, but when i fall asleep thinkin about u, i just keep wishing... Any way, Im off now, but i love u and miss u so much me darlin.... xXx
Ian doesn't have any gifts yet. Why not be the first to add one?
Click here to leave Ian a gift
All proceeds from gifts go to the upkeep of GoneTooSoon and help keep this site free.
Create an ever lasting memorial for your loved ones.
Start here »
Using the options below you can add this memorial to your personal garden.
| I am Ian's ... | |
| Add to Garden: | |
| Notifications: | Text Message |
There have been 1716 candles lit for Ian.
