I LOVE N MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH! me n Jade sat for hours the other day and just spoke about u, our days in Clacton, and our shameful antics when ur mum n dad would go to the vans n leave u behind loool parrrrtayyyy looool.... cant believe its been 5years n feels like it was just yday... they say it getes easier... does it really?? xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I feel so completely heartbroken when I think about what was taken from you. Wish so much that I could go back and save you
Happy 24th Birthday
Happy Birthday Ian, I still think of you everyday but special occasions are hard. I wish things could have been different and today you could have been 24. :( I hope you are watching over me & all the people that love you. Miss you xXx
xXx 4 Years xXx
Do you make them laugh in Heaven,
does your smile bring them cheer?
Do you make the sun shine brighter,
like you did when you were here?
The very mention of your name,
the memories of your smile,
The little things you said and did,
are with us all the while.
You meant so very much to us,
there’s nothing left to say,
Except that without you here
there is no perfect day.
For no-one knows the heartache,
that lies behind our smiles,
no-one knows how many times
we have broken down & cried.
we want to tell you something
so there wont be any doubt,
you're so wonderful to think of,
but so hard to be without...
We hold you close within our hearts,
and there you shall remain.
To walk with us throughout our lives,
until we meet again
Miss You Ian xXxXx
xXx Happy 23rd Birthday xXx
Happy Birthday Ian... We miss u so much, I dont often cry, but Nics display pic yesterday, of u and her as kids brought more than a tear to my eye. I wasnt cryin 4 myself, I was cryin 4 u coz im just so sad for you that u dont get to be here, it isnt fair.
I wish that i could do something, but I no I cant, and its just days like 2day wen i get stopped in my tracks and really think about it inseatd of pushing it 2 the back of my mind.
Miss u & love u lotz xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
HAppy bday bro - miss you as always, still hate to think you aint here.
Heard that amanda perez song the other day. jheeze that took alot out of me.
anywho, know your in a better place, you know i need a space next you so hold D and i one lol
gona go see mum today so hold tight love you
Hi Dude
Aint wrote in a while but was reminded of you today. Just wanted to say that I miss you and love you loads ..... wish you were here so much ...need one of our talks where u tell me to fuk off and i laugh ..love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Valentines
I missed u on valentine's day! I came to rite but my internet is so busted it only works half of the time! I come on here and dont know what to say anyway. Its like ive said everything so many times all i keep doin is repeating myself!
No1 ever feels better, they just learn to live with it, but then days that mean something make 3years mean nothing. Its like 3yrs have gone past and I havent had those 3 years 2 learn how to cope with the grief and I'm back to square one. And then life carries on until the next time I'm back 2 square one again.
Some people forget, but the people that love u most just go round in cirlces.
Wish u were here so badly. Love u always xXxxXxxXxxXx
You are always in my heart Ian ...whenever im sad or need a friend i know your always there for me !!! There isnt one day that passes when i dont think about you. The hardest day of my life was watching you die!! I love you always ...glad i still have memories!!
xXx 3 yeas xXx
Where does time go? I rite the same thing every year, but seriously, every year comes round so quick! We went and put flowers where it happened tonight :(, there was loadz of flowers so every1 knows that we dont forget. I miss u so so much, and wish I could just rewind time and stop all this from happenin! Watch over us all, Miss & Love u always
xxx

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